Aaaarrggh ! Where do I begin?
My greatest fear, as far as the wedding is concerned, is probably the - getting dressed up phase and that about marriage is the probability of this not working out. Thus said, any proposition that comes up my way, in this regard, gives me cold feet.
Why can't we simply be 'pronounced' man and wife instead of all the tedious rituals and stuffs? It is the enormous preparation that is necessary for the event that beats the shit out of me.
Look what came up when I decided to run the day counter today !!
50 days to go, for the engagement !!
Trust me - this is not making things any easier for me...
Yes ! I did decide to start planning on the necessary preparations for both the engagement and the wedding but did I? NoooOO!!!
WHY? - Cause I still am looking out for factors/ reasons that will help me believe that this is gonna work out just fine and that our future is gonna be worth all this strenuous preps by the families.
I am happy now, yea, I am, hands down. Yet, there is this lil part of me that wishes it was still May and my ONLY biggest worry was to book weekend tickets to and fro Chennai.
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